Story From My Past Life

i start to write bout things that happen in my life when i was 13,
at that time i was really depressed n confused with lot of things,
so the story start from here~



29/october/2007

Dear Journal,

i want to die,NO!i dont wanna die!i can't stand living a life that's fulled with hatred,

its suxs!i hate them!hate them all!i need to find a better place for me to be alone n kill myself peacefully,
i wish i was born without a brother!!i fuckin hate them!!they sucks big time!bigger than big mama ass's!!
i will hate them forever!!


29/november/2007

Dear Journal,

EVERYBODY SUXS!I HATE THEM!THEY DONT KNOW ME!THEY CANT ACCEPT ME!SO WHAT MUTHAFUCKA!I DONT NEED THEM!I DONT NEED YOU!THEY'RE ALL THE SAME!THEY'RE ALL SUCKS DICKS!IF THET DONT LIKE ME,I CAN GO!I DONT CARE!THEY ALWAYS BLAME ME FOR THINGS I DIDN'T DO!ITS SUXS!ITS NOT FAIR!THEY CANT CHANGE ME!THIS IS WHO I AM!!THEY'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND!I RATHER DIE THAN LIVE LIKE THIS!



3/december/2007


Dear Journal,


he's sucks!i hate him!he thinks that he's so freakin tough!YOU SUCKS!you can say whatever you lyke bout me just because Dad always on ur side!!you and Dad can sucks my dick!you think you're better than me?!sucker!!jerks!one day,you'll regret for all of the bad things u did n said to me!you'll c jerks!


so this is how i feel when i was 13 years old,
actually there's more but the story that i wrote at that time were lame,

actually really lame!!

anyway there more story to tell,
so stay tuned,

next story will be about my life when i was 14,yeah!

HURTS TO FEEL

sometime i wish that i dont know how to feel cos' its hurt n its killin' me..why dont you just cut me open n stole my hearts than burn it n let me live as a zombie..feelingless~ da world turn into a cruel place because of da soul that live in it..they judge n look down on u just bcos u diff...if only they understand how hard it is for us to live in this world...they treat us lyke we dont hve a feeling..they killed our spirit to live n they blame us for being stupid but its all because of them we've decide to leave this world n cross over to the other side hoping that it'll be better but we'll never know which side we're crossing too....

MISS MY LIL FREAKISH SO MUCH!!

I MISS EM SO MUCH!!!CANT WAIT TO HANG OUT WITH EM NEXT MONTH!!I LOVE MY LIL FREAKISH!!

Coming out!!

ATTENTION FREAKISH!!im done hiding n pretends that im str8 so im gonna set da record str8 IM BISEXUAL!its suxs to admit it but i need to accept it..all of these years i stay away form everyone that i had crush on cos i feel quilty..my mom still dont know bout this but im gonna tell her soon enough..i know she'll freak out,i hope she'll come around n accept me but dont worry i had my limits n boundaries when im in a relationship with a guys..one things that i'll never do is HAVE SEX!!SO NOT GOIN TO HAPPEN!i hope u guys can accept me..nyway thanxs for checkin out my blog n thanxs for following..

with lot of poisonous love,
xoxopsycho,
Watts..

fAce pAiNtIng fReAk!!

Ey Freak!!waddup??so this is what i love to do when im bored~FACE PAINTING!!what ya think??its fun!u guys should try it sometimes,use ur crazy muthafuckin mind!!im sure it'll look cool n awesome!!this is da dark side of me!da psychopath!but i still look sexy tho~haha!!lol!

with lot of poisonous kisses,
xoxopsycho!
watts..

im sexy to me

i know i dont hve a six pack but im pretty sexy,im workin on it..gettin a six pack is hard work!!let see what gonna happen?am i going to get my six pack??or im gonna failed!T_T

xoxopsycho!
im gonna kill u freak!!
watts..